The last day of february!

The Beauty exam is today.. I hope she likes it but at the same time I dont feel like i have the energy to care that much... If I get 18 I'm happy so. The last exam for sometime is on Friday in Womens wear and after that it will all be about getting the house ready... But i feel like i don't want to do that, i just want to close everything up for sometime and not use my brain at all...

Slowly getting there....

So I always say that when something good happen something bad will also happen.. For sure this time I was right.. I did okay, even great at the exams but than my Grandma and role model passed away.. And now we maybe cant move in tomorrow in the new home cause they have book cleaning of it on Wednesday and that means it needs to be empty!! Seriously I just want all this to be over so I can get a night of sleep and not feeling stressed of the next day, week, hour or exam! At least I have decided my future and after this I will work for some month in Sweden and than come back and take language school for some months. The economy is so bad here that there is no jobs.. So I have to do something that can help me in the future...

Going to IKEA to see if I can get everything from the same one instead of going around but also to see if I can take the car from there too...
See you all! xoxo

R.I.P Grandma / Farmor

Died 2011-02-25 at 08:10 AM

She was and will always be one of a kind for me. She was a role model for me in her traveling and curiosity of life and other places. And boy she had skin on her noise! She grow up in Finland but had to flee in war time to Sweden... She was strong, stubborn and the old generation of woman in the new generations style and mentality! In me she will live for sure! I say goodbye to her with tears but also think she has it better now than she had before, because of her illness. No matter what she will be greatly missed by everyone she touched!

A MUST......

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/524064

Day 4 ..

So this is the last exam for the week of hell, Not sure i've done it right or all she wanted but i have done it. We'll know after if it was okay or not! The exam on monday i'm really nervous for cause i have to finish it this weekend. Let's hope for the best !

Day 3 ..

so this morning started like shit. I'm on the way now to present my exam i finished 5min and hungry as hell cause i haven't had any time for food ! I'm keeping my breath for today and tomorrows exams. I was lucky yesterday but today i feel like i'm missing something..

day 2 of hell week

Don't know what more can go wrong and than end up good. The video for todays exam was on the wrong computer and the exam turned out to be oral as well on all the stuff he had been talking about in class. But thanks to the oral i got 24/30 and i hadn't study for that! But i showed a trailer instead of the video ( that sucked big time). Tomorrow i will show the video in the next exam. And i got 30/30 in the essay for fashion in movies the first day that should have been oral as well but not for the one how did a good essay. So far i'm thanking everything that is able to do this and help me in all this!

Innocent Freedom in Beauty

For this project my inspiration started with the Swedish landscape flowers and the body art. But I was in bad luck and that is way it is not the beautiful flowers I wanted but my childish flowers instead.. Cause the make up artist canceled on me the night before and the painter as well so in the end I had to do all by myself, plus we could only have the studio for 3 hours !! But it gave me more experience and most of all I can say this is my work.. I just didn't take the pictures in the studio :) But I like working with Paolo Consaga so.

Model: Anastasia K (Russian), Das Models
Photographer: Paolo Consaga
Editor, Stylist, Hair & Make Up: Helené M. Eriksson






Model: Josephine B (swedish), from Das Models
Photographer: Paolo Consaga
Editor, Stylist, Hair & Make Up: Helené M. Eriksson

Senza Nightmares..

A day that feels like it is filled with luck! Have you ever woken up and felt like that? That is what i feel today. No nightmares of being left alone or hated. It must mean my stress is beginning to get less and less.

Why am I such a bitch ..

when i'm stressed? I don't want to be the one complaining on small things. But i'm feeling more and more like i do just that! But today i learned something new that force me to think over my situation and choices made about life. Hard as hell!

Nightmares....

Every night! I know why I have them cause I am stressed out over the 6 exams coming up the week after this... But after that it is all over and hopefully I can stop having these nightmares and get to sleep one night...

Really Good!!

Promot for the great!

Alice on Acid (look it up on youtube!)

Alice on Acid (look it up on youtube!)

Inspirational

Beauty Layout

Layout of the shoot.. Hope I will do okay.. please please please

Ung8.se

It it a page (organization) that help young designers in Sweden to get contact and starts in their career so look it up! Today they start a event where some of the young designers get to show their work to the public!

www.ung8.se

and the event is held in Älvsjömässan!

I should also tell you that something really went wrong with my beauty shoot... I have no make up artist!! They canceled.. But because it is about body art and it is painting flowers on the body of the models I will do it myself! Wish me look or send me a body art artist so I for once can get help in what I do :)


I tried to make the flowers in different ways so I would see which would be the best way... The big flower was okay in the end no? (for one who is painting on her self with no experience in painting like this heheh) I am proud! :)



I am not a painter heheh But I will not give up! :P

Short notis!!

..but 2 models so quick today for Wednesday and they look great :) Still I am waiting for the thing that will go wrong.. There is always something that is not going the way it should.. So all of you out there, have som hope for me!

Today for the exam....

Odd Molly and Nova top :)
A relaxed combo so I hope I'll be relax at the exam! I am not a model... Find it easier to tell a model how too pose than to do it myself heheh

doll

woke up so happy and relaxed

I woke up this morning so relaxed and happy and for no reason. But later i remember my dream about meeting a man and getting a job. I was happy and relaxed cause in my dream the only thing that worries me was no longer a problem. Wish it was true..

Who is that bag?

I did this for my reportage class but i didn't have so many pictures and NO good quality so i did a movie. I think that bags tell a little of who you are!↲